Stories from the past - Getting over my "love" and the fucked up girls I used to attract in my life!

Second year of uni. I meet A. I fall hard for A. She likes me. We start a casual thing. She lives in another city. She dumps me. My heart is broken, our best friend dies and I am emotionally scared forever.

Fast forward two years.. I fucking rock! I have stayed in touch with A. (cause deep down I have masochistic tendencies) and she invites me to the city she lives, cause she just moved from her parents' house to a flat with her best friend.

Now, I am all psyched cause I'll have a chance to fuck the bitch so hard that she'll start bleedin' from the eyes.

Friday
When we meet, we act casual around each other but there is huge tension between us and we both know it.
I didn't do anything about it-the little bitch I was. Instead I had already made plans with a couple of friends I had in this city to go out and get wasted this night. Unfortunately A. couldn't come cause she had to wake up early the next morning. She gave me the house keys and off I was.
I can't remember what or how much I drank, but I remember finding my way back to her place at around 8 a.m., going to the bedroom, undressing and wearing nothing but my boxers, slipping under the covers and waking A. up. She uttered the words "Were you drinking again, JERK?" and then everything went black.

Saturday
I wake up at 4p.m. and head to the livingroom. There they are! The two roomies hanging out, waiting for me to wake up:-) Sooo sweet! A. introduces me to M. She's really good looking-modelled in the past etc.(she is tall, like 1.80~1.85 and I'm only 1.65) and has the most cherrished quality an insecure girl can have. She has daddy issues. My daddy issue monitor went crazy the moment she opened her mouth. We hang out for a bit and then we all head out, A. and M. were busy and I had a date with a 30year old woman who was paying for my drinks!
The date was superb!(a.k.a. I drank a LOT and didn't have to pay for shit. Plus I met a really hot barwoman.) After that I headed back home were I had another drink or two with the girls and passed out on the couch.

Sunday
Wakey wakey! A. was already gone, she had to a rehearsal(yeah she studies acting). I hang out with M., we have some pizza and watch friends. Then we wanted to see a movie and she suggested we went to the bedroom cause the "tv was bigger and we would be more comfortable in the king size bed". "Whatever honey, your house, your rules!" God bless them filthy sluts!

Note: I still hadn't fucked anyone in the house and I was going for A. cause we had a past. I also didn't know how women were objects who thought about sex more than men, so as M. was stating the above, it never crossed my stupid head that she was craving for my dick.

Magnolia is my choice of movie. Half way during the movie I start ticking her and we begin "fighting" on the bed. Ok, now the thought of sex crosses my mind. But, the pussy I was, I wanted to wait and see if I could fuck A.
The movie ends, we hang out a bit and I head out again to have a goodbye beer with some friends cause I'm leaving the next day. I tell M. that she and A. should wait up, I'm not gonna be late. I return after 3 hours only to find A. sleeping and M. watching tv. It's clear who I'll fuck.

I suggest to M. that we should have a drink in the living room. We sit ourselves on the couch, I hug her, I lean in, she leans in, we kiss, clothes start coming off and we start fucking and fucking for hours. At around 4a.m. we hear the tv from the other room. Oh..A. is awake! Ahahahahaha!
I tell M. that I'm going to the room to say goodbye to A. as I am not going to see her in the morning cause she has to wake up early. She points to my boxer and says "Are you gonna go like this?" and I reply "It's not like she hasn't seen me like this before".
I go to the room only to see A. pissed, watching some crap on the tv. She hisses:"So, did you and M. get along well?"
Hahahaha! Bitter slut! You weren't there, so what could I have done? I needed to fuck someone in the house!
I tell her to roll me a cigarette and move over, so I can lay beside for a while.
No, I'm not gonna make a move. I stay for a while and go back to the living room where I drop dead tired and sleep.
The next morning I fuck M. again and then catch a train back home.

Satisfaction!

But of course the story doesn't end here.
I text a couple of times with M. and ask her if I should stay at her place next time I'm in town or crash at a friends. She says hers, so it's a deal.

The very evening I arrive M. takes me to a bar where the barman "buys her drinks". This was her subtle way of telling me that she occasionally fucks the guy in exchange of drinks but I don't catch the innuendo. A. is nowhere to be found. Weird..

M. and I get drunker and she decides to "share" with me. She cut herself since she was 14. Cause her grandfather raped her at the age of 5.
Why, oh why, do I always attract the crazies??!

Anyway the night ends gloriously! She hands me the housekeys and tells me that she's gonna fuck the barman and she'll see me in the morning. What a whore...who'd have guessed? LOL

I go home, filled with rage and try to get some sleep. When I wake up, I pack my stuff and go for a coffee with some friends. I return to the house and find M. there, asking me why I've packed.


I tell her that I don't appreciate this kind of behaviour and I;ll spend the night at a friends place. She correctly points out that we're not in a relationship, so she's free to do whatever she wants. I agree and tell her that she should be more sensitive about things and that if she wanted to fuck another guy, while I was in town, she could have simply told me to stay at a friends house. I gave her the choice after all. She repeats her previous and only point and she goes on to telling me that we'll never fuck again, we won't even be friends, that we might have another beer or two but that's how far it's gonna go, cause us fucking almost cost her her friendship with A. She hasn't been home the last 12 days. Hahahaha!

I just nod and ask if she wants a drink. I poor two glasses of cheap whiskey, put some Leonard Cohen on and just chill on the couch. She's sitting across me, on a chair and I tell her to come sit next to me, on the couch. She complies. I hug her and hold her. We kiss.

The last words I heard coming out of her mouth were: "We're never gonna fuck again."
I lift her and take her to the bedroom. I fuck her. I cum. Take the condom off. Put my clothes on. Take my stuff and leave without saying a word.

I haven't spoken to them ever since.

The end.

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The time I grew balls

Nick. Nick is a fucking brilliant guy. He's got his dark moments, but is generally fun and likes drinking. He 's also a great friend and is really there when you need him.

We met at a party, in our 3rd year and starting talking abou Bukowski while drinking beer. Isn't this a million dollar moment?

He is now in London, getting his Masters.
Back then I was kinda of good with women but not really good.
We starting hanging out more and more and realized that this guy had massive success with women! Nice!

He had a fuck buddy-stunning girl- who studied in an another town and she invited us to visit for the weekend.
I was psyched cause I had heard she had some cute friends.

We hop in my car and drive for two hours. We arrive, unpack and head out to meet the girl's friends, eat and drink.

So there is a fatty there with a boyfriend(poor guy), a girl that's ok looking but smells funny, so this one is a no-go, and a cute one that's silent and introverted.

We chill, drink and talk and then decide to take a walk by the seaside. I want to hold the cute ones hand, but she gives me resistance. Not playful resistance. Really "Do NOT touch me" resistance. I grab her by the waist and keep holding her, while she tries to escape and the rest of the group laughs. I'm cool about it. I want, I need to get laid. The group decides to go to a bar, my cutie decides to go home and I split in half. She leaves and I ask the other girls where she leaves. I tell them I want to fuck her and they are with me on this one. She needs dick and I'm there to provide it, so they tell me where she lives and the name on the doorbell. I'll take care of the rest. I reassure them that I'll be gentle. ;)

It's late. I'm lost. I'm moving in circles. I'm half drunk. After half an hour I manage to find her place.
I ring the bell, she responds with "who is this?" and I tell her it's me, I have no alcohol and I want a beer. She refuses to let me in cause it's messy, but I insist that I need some beer and if I don't get it I'll die.
So she lets me in after a while. That's how you make things happen, BITCHES!
It's easy from here on.
We have a beer, listen to some music-we got the same taste in music, nice!
We sit on her bed and kiss. We start making out, I pull my dick out and she strokes him.
I start undressing her, and....my phone rings. It's pretty early - like 5am or something, so I pick it up, cause I'm worried. It's Nick's fuckbuddy, she sounds really anxious and worried. She tells me Nick has had few more drinks than normal, she managed to get him back to her place, but he refused to go inside and instead layed on the pavement for a while. LEGEND!
She finally got him in, but she's still worried that he might not be ok, so I should come over and check him out.

FUCK!
I put my pants on and tell my girl I'll be back in half an hour. Bro's before ho's baby!

I arrive to the other appartment and Nick is drunk, but not need-to-go-to-hospital drunk. He swears at his fuckbuddy for interrupting me, tells me that he's ok and yells at me to go back to the other girl, be a man and finish the job I started! :)
If Nick says so and now that I know that he's ok, that's what I do! I go back and fuck her brains out. Then drop in a comma for several hours. I wake up, wake her up and order her to bring me some coffee in bed. It's her appartment after all!

That's how it's done. Make things happen for yourself; if you don't noone else will!

nouv

Where was I?

I cleared up most posts cause frankly they sounded gay.

So what's been going on with me?

Floflower is back in Berlin, so I lost my wing, hooked up with a friend. Now I'm having my first serious relationship with her - amazing sex, some of the best sex I've ever had. I like her. She's not the fucked up type of girl I usually end up having sex with. Fuck!

The only other friend who is good at picking up chicks also got in a serious relationship. So we've become what I've always made fun off. Couples. I wanna get drunk again and have the emotional maturity of a 3 year old. Life 's more fun that way!

I also have no money. I 'll either start working as a gigolo, sell drugs to children or sell my sperm to sperm banks. I need cash!

I'll post some stories from the past 'cause right now my life is fucking boring with the serious girlfriend and the non drinking asshole friends I have!

Read on!

nouv

Floflower is a dick. Sideeffects of becoming good with women.

Don't get me wrong here. Floflower is a great guy-else I wouldn't bother using his name on the title. I have observed some slight changes in his behavior lately though.. And this allowed me to realize the changes in my behavior as I got better with women.

Getting better with women gives you confidence. Confidence makes you not give a fuck about what other people think.
Now, this is good to an extent. But...there's always a but..
This can lead to becoming self absorbed. And stop *caring* about other people in general.
This happened to me, that's how I now it.
And then people start to cut you off from their life. And you blame them, you say that they're idiots anyway or that they are jealous of your success, etc...
I've lost some people in this process of improving myself. Others I chose to cut off because they were bad influences, others dropped me cause I was an asshole to them.
Be nice, have strong boundaries and don't let people overstep them. And don't overstep other peoples' boundaries.


My point is..
Even if you're busy, super busy, you can always find 5' to return a call, or see how a friend is doing.
Even people who love you won't take your shit forever.

Don't end up alone.

nouvelle

Valentines

Saturday was Valentines. I didn't go out with 3 girls as we originally made plans. I went out with 4!
Just chilled and had fun. I've been making friends with some amazing girls the past 2 weeks!
Then my best friend came to meet us.

So..Floflower brought a girl with him. He hadn't kiss closed her yet, he just invited her out to chill with some friends. Hehe! She came and found two guys with 4 girls..Preselection anyone?

Well, Floflower gets anxious when it comes to closing a girl he really likes-who doesn't?..I saw them talking all night and still my man wouldn't kiss her. So I took him aside. Told him to take her in an other bar next door to have a shot. But he should tell her that they would have a "Rated R" shot! She would ask him what a "rated R" shot is and he should tell her that she'll see. They would have the shot and then he would say "now comes the rated R part" and he would lean in and kiss her.

Cource it happened as I told him it would! My man got a makeout with a very interesting girl as she turned out to be.

Lets just say it was a fun night for every one.

Next day I went to a party that one of my female friends was throwing! Met some interesting people ;) Got a bootycall too, but I preferred to stay at the party..More fun!
Connected even more with a couple of girls-still no intention of sleeping with them!

I'll write about my date 2morrow, so stay tuned!!

Cheerios!

nouvelle

Good Bye!

No, no, no, I'm not gonna tell you how 2008 was a good year and 2009 will be even better.
There were some big AHA moments and some quality people came in my life.

Slick, Dj, Ben.

I'm gonna tell you the story of the 4rth person. Floflower.
He's one of my first friends and we were in touch although I saw this guy only once a year or so cause he studies abroad. Since September he came to Athens til March.
This guy is really fun to hang out with, has a great sence of humor, is really smart and social.
But he was never really good with women.

Now; I had begun my journey to become good with women since January so I was already advanced and had some solid results.
He on the other hand had just come out of a 3 year old relationship and had been with 3 women in his life.
So we had this discussion about getting good with women and I told him he should do what I say, and I'll be explaining why along the way. I also said he wouldn't see results at first, but he shouldn't be frustrated. He had a rock solid foundation already.

So...September he does nada. October he lost two sure lays and I was like "Damn!!!".
But...He kept goin! In the meantime he saw me do my thing and his mind was open, so his reality begun changing. November was also no results. Still he kept at it, he knew it's a learning process.

The glorious December!!!
He gets a blowjob in a parkinglot and the girl bursts into tears all of a sudden! Funny shit!Hahahahaha!
Then he talks to a girl in the subway. Gets her number, first date they make out in her house, second date he fucks her in her car and then in his house! That's ma man!!! Floflower power!!!
Then he nails a girl from work in a hotel room! All night long! He goes bezerk on her ass!
And the guy wouldn't stop!Yesterday he fucked another girl in my house!While another girl texted him that she wanted to be fucked!
And at 4am,when I came back to my appartment he wanted to go out and pick up some more chicks! Can you believe this fucking guy? From zero to hero!!!

So what's the point of all this?
Well there are two points.
First: Hang out with positive and valuable people. Cut out the negative jerks that keep you down!
Second: Inspire others to be better! HUGE! And let others inspire you to be better! Feel positive emotions about the people who are achieving something and allow them to help you and give yourself permission to accept their help!

Thats how I choose to say my goodbye to 2008!
Thanks to all the positive people in my life!

nouvelle